Something happy in life: loving gongcha and peanut butter choco ! Simple joys in life.

Back from batam about a week ago and I'm happy ! Only took 2 photos because I dont have a camera. A very simple trip, we didnt do much though but at least we relaxed and ate good food !
Will plan the next trip better elsewhere :/

Mitchy's back to the family. I guess subconsciously I really wish to have her back so the moment I receive the message from the adopter I was overjoyed. Actually I kind of expected they will give her up when I visited her. But after much thought and trials, I still have to give her up eventually, no matter how hard I try to hold. Suddenly I wish I have a job and money to live my own and bring my dogs with me, I guess it'll be better for them. In a way, I'm selfish. I remember I used to give in in many ways but I realise now when I have more, it's not only about myself being compromised but everything that are with me, and I cant tolerate that. I have to be selfish to protect what's mine. But I'm at my wits end, feel so helpless I cant do anything.

I'm happy this Christmas and New Year, but so many things happened in 2011 I hope the tide will be gone in the new year. Life took me to make these decisions, I really wish I'll never be in this kind of situation again, though I know it's impossible.